Jesus |s My Rock~!

2007-07-08T15:32:00.000+08:00

......Something to share......

" The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, unhabited island. He prayed feverishly for God to recuse him & everyday he scanned through the horizon for help, but noneseem forthcoming. Exhausted, he eventuallly manage to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect him from elements, & to store his few possessions. But then one day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find his lttle hut in flames, the smoke rolling up to the sky. The worst had happened; everyhing was lost. He was stunned with grief & anger. " God, how could U do this to me!" He cried.

Early the next day, however , he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to recuse him. " How did U know I was here?" asked the weary man. " We saw your smoke signal," they replied.

It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad. But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives, even in the midst of pain &sufering. Remember next time your little hut is burning to the ground it just may be a smoke signal that summons the Grace of God. For all the negative things we have say to ourselves, God has a positive answer for it :

U say : "It's impossible"
God says : " All things are possible" --- Luke 18:27

U say : " I'm too tired"
God says : " I will give U rest" ---Matthew 11:28-30

U say : " I can't go on"
God says : "My grace is sufficient" --- 2 Corinthians 12:9

U say : " Nobody really loves me"
God says : " I Love U" --- John 3:16

U say: " I can't figure things out"
God says : " I will direct Ur steps" ---Proverbs 3:5-6

U say : " I can't do it"
God says : " U can do all things" ---Philippians 4:13

U say : " It's not worth it"
God says : " It will be worth it" --- Romans 8:28

U say : " I can't forgive myself"
God says : " I Forgive U" ----- 1 John 1:9

U say : " I don't have enough faith"
God says " I've given everyone a measure of faith" ---- Romans 12:3

U say: " I'm not smart enough"
God says : " I give U wisdom" --- 1 Corinthians 1:30

U say : " I feel all alone"
God says : " I will never leave U or forsake U" ---- Hebrews 13:5

spEcial

2007-06-08T10:49:00.000+08:00

All to you my King....Here I surrender to You

~Crucified With Christ~ by Phillips Craig & Dean

As I look back on what I thought was living
I'm amazed at the price I choose to pay
And to think I ignored what really mattered
Cause I thought the sacrifice would be too great
But then I finally reached the point of giving in
I found the cross was calling even then
And even though it took dying to survive
I've never felt so much alive.

[chorus]

For I am crucified with Christ and yet I live
Not I but Christ that lives within me
His Cross will never ask for more than I can give
For it's not my strength but His
There's no greater sacrifice
For I am crucified with Christ and yet I live

As I hear the Savior call for daily dying
I will bow beneath the weight of Calvary
Let my hands surrender to His piercing purpose
That holds me to the cross but sets me free
I will glory in the power of the cross
The things I thought were gain I count as loss
And with His suffering I identify
And by His resurrection power I am alive

[chorus]

And I will offer all I have
So that His cross is not in vain
For I found to live is Christ
And to die is truly gain

aMazes

2007-06-08T10:29:00.000+08:00

~Your Grace still Amazes Me~

My faithful Father, enduring Friend
Your tender mercy is like a river with no end
It overwhelms me covers my sin
Each time I come into Your presence I stand in wonder once again
*Chorus*
Your grace still amazes me
Your love is still a mystery
Each day I fall on my knees
'Cause Your grace still amazes me
Your grace still amazes me
Oh patient Savior, You make me whole
You are the author and the healer of my soul
What can I give You Lord what can I say
I know there's no way to repay you, only to offer You my praise
*Chorus*
Your grace still amazes me
Your love is still a mystery
Each day I fall on my knees
‘Cause Your grace still amazes me
Your grace still amazes me
It's deeper, it's wider, it's stronger, it's higher
It's deeper, it's wider, it's stronger, it's higher
Than anything my eyes can see
Your grace still amazes me
Your love is still a mystery
Each day I fall on my knees
‘Cause Your grace still amazes me
Your grace still amazes me

A song that speak my heart now

Wioooo

2007-06-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

wOw, It's really tiring this whole week. I have started my second job & my second day as a dental clinic assistant. It's neighbourhood shop but Orchard road service...I love this jOb..... I learn alot of interesting things, the general knowledge of the teeth, X-rays, developing the Xrays, the different paste & tools... It's really alot. I also seen a lot of major cases of patient. Hey Hey must really really take Care of Ur teeth, have a proper oral care. Don't wait till too late.
Ha, catch uop with u all soon...gonna go back to do closing liao....
Loveeeeeeeeeeee UUUUUUUU

mIszing ouT

2007-05-30T18:31:00.000+08:00

Misses alot of things. Caregroup, fellowship, evanglise, sowing, fun, somethimes even service.... I misses all time I can spend.... This past week I have been working, one straight in a row, expect for saturday. A lot of thing happen in my work place, people back stabbing people, complaining all over. I'm always the one been stuck in the middle, without knowing why. Hahaha but I still love all the happening...becaause I believe that it's a moulding process to prepare me to eternal life. How have U all been my dear SPians...misses U all!!!

Ha... I want to proclaim His All, His greatness....

I Love U Jesus...
I Love my family
I love all my Brother & sister
I love my unit
I love my spiritual family
I love my leaders
I love all the special things & creation all around
I love my shepherd....

I loveeeeeeeee UUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!

can't sleep

2007-05-15T10:36:00.000+08:00

Early Early!!! I simply can't get to sleep, yet still feeling awake & refresh. This past few days, it always happen, I will only doze off at 6plus or 7plus. Dunno why, hahha!!! Today i just couldn't sleep, so decided to come to SP early in the morning, to walk around & use computer... ha to some may feel weird why I always come to SP to use comp, the reason being is I do have have a computer at home for the past 3yrs. Quite long have not been that early I came to SP, morning is rather quiet, cooling & fresh!! And feel rather different!! Watching the people walking here & there, observing what they are doing..

Yesterday something happen, it touches me & rather spur me up. I do not what to said, just simply could not utter a words...A card that so simple with a few short sentence, that means alot & the affirmation. ThanK U bro!!! Finally got a part time job, but mostly is night shift. Going get affect with my timing with ministry. Thinking it might get clash. I'm going to replan my time plan again, ha hope it helps!!!

Seeing life that transform daily is a joy & blessing & encouragement to each other!!! Looking back at the stages of life changes is really amazing. God mould us step by step, little by little, seems like a bit slow, turning out to be wow!! God will use your past & present character, talents for a greater future. Paul is a very good example. Somehow I'm reminded again about not taking the Lord for granted. Usually it's easy to take God protection for granted. When things goes well & we get so use to, that we seldom take notice. (The home we are shelter with, the daily transport we took, the surrounding, water for the daily purposes.......etc...). Normally we only give thanks when something happen or people around....What have been giving you good service?? What have been working well recently??? Have you give thanks to what U have??? Remember to thank God for these quiet blessing. Encourage U to give thanks....All this is a blessing too!!

Psalm 26:7 --That I may proclaim with the voice of thanksgiving, and tell of all Your wondrous works.

Dwell

2007-05-10T20:31:00.000+08:00

Today was a fruitful day... tell you all more about some happening in my family. Things have been the same since 2 months ago. Till this time where my younger sis grad and start looking for job. She start asking me alot of question, " hey why aren't you scare during interview" , " why won't find it difficult to mix around with new people"...why here & there!!! But one thing I truly glad & happy is, I got this chance to share my faith with her... Haha.. I believe a seed is already plant in her, believe God will grow it & draw her back to him. This actually bring our relationship ever closer. Ha one more thing that happen is, our family lunch together. This is the 1st time where such outing is plan other than reunion dinner. This time round my brother got go, but one thing I'm reallty glad about is.. He will start asking my sis things about me..which never happen before. Can see that after he enter ploy things slightly change...One thing I truly the work of God is burn in my family. Hoping to see their salvation soon... Yeahhhhhhh!!!! Hahahaaha Love U my sis & bro

Yesterday got a good chat with a bro... talk about lots of thing!!! There's one topic we discuss is on end time, terrorism, war....Recent news there's alot of happening around the world, global warming, bombing, people got kill....etc... I start thinking of what happen in the world now. I been wondering what happen if there's no law & people using their own freedom to do whatever they want. Freedom...what's that??? Freedom to abuse? Freedom to do what ever U want?? I'm really glad I found my true freedom...& I start apprectiate the laws & rule given...expect for some hahhha!!! Laws are designed to guide all people toward a lifestyle that are healthy, up right....and devoted to God. It is to protect us & he love the world so so much. I been reminded on obeying.....obeying the words of God, the commandment....!!! Seems hard...lets do it hand in hand...His presence is what I long for...His love that never fails.... I'm reallly really felt bless to be in His family, under His protection....

God so Loved

Chorus:
God so loved the world
That he gave his one and only son
That who so ever believes in him
Will not perish but have everlasting life

Verse 2:
I try so hard to find the words to say
To let you know how great is this God to whom I pray
Nothing can, nor ever, will compare
To the peace that flows in your soul
When He is living there
Oh, I know
You've been through so much
It's hard to contemplate
Letting go
And reaching out for his trust
But I know the simple truth
That love is here for you
So take Him at His word
And see what He can do
Chorus
The promise is yours and mine
Take hold of His love for the rest of your life
But it's time to take a step of faith
Be prepared for Jesus' love to carry you one way
Chorus
(God so loved the world) 4x
He gave his...
He gave his one and only son...
If you just believe
If you just believe
Love will set you free
He loves you so much
He loves you so much
Just believe
Just believe...

dEvotional

2007-05-09T20:55:00.000+08:00

There's so many things I want to give thanks to U Abba......Every single thing in my life. The daily providence, the love, the words, My family, everyone in my life...so much to give thanks... U know i feel so bless to experience the good & bad. Experiencing what others may not experience.

Today devotional was great... I can said every devotional time spend with him is truly a great. I ask alot recently...may sound simple yet...Is simple thinking good or bad?? Asking too much is it a bad thing?? Expressing is it bad thing??? Is emotion the root issue to failure???..... Each time I ask, He never fail to answer my question during the time spending with him.. I'm a step closer to Him each day... I really want to do more for You...For you for you.... Thanks for the comfort Abba...My tears just flow down, when out of sudden I heard this worship " You are My All in All"..right after I got spoke of Psalm 73:23-24...

Recently I have been slacking at home...Been going around looking for temp job, my suitation now can said to be quite bad yet not...This period of time, straits times, dictionary, books & bible is my good friends. Ha to said the truth, I took quite sometime to adapt reading newspaper, partly is because the words is bit small, and i'm not a person who love reading. Now I begin to start love reading....without fail I will read..ha... Now i love the World section... hate the sports. Haha.. because I don't really like soccer!!! Maybe will slowly love it hahha...

LOve U all!!!!

PRAY

2007-05-08T18:21:00.000+08:00

I simply love the starbucks time with God. I truly realize the beauty & meaning of true QT. Recently I'm starting a new habit to spend time with with HIM, not because I have to but because I want to. Making the start & end with him. Sound simple yet difficult to keep on track. Believe a lot of you encounter it too...

4 cOmmon problem blocking our way to have a quatily time spend with the most precious one

1. Problem of discipline

2. Problem of dry spells

3. Problem of Concentration

4.Problem of discouragement

Never hurry...Hurry is the death of prayer.
Dropping your quiet time is usually the 1st step in spiritual backsliding.
Don't miss the time spending with God. Do it slowly no hurry. Pray!!!!

P-Praise the Lord

R-Repent of your sins

A-Ask yourself & others

Y-Yield yourself to God

It's important to be specific in prayer..... Hope you will truly appreciate the true meaning of QT!!

Love U Lord!!!

feast

2007-05-04T15:37:00.001+08:00

Morning Feast @ Edmund place

~dOn't spill oUt~ tOO muCh food

hMMmm...wHat to eat??

Looking stuNt or tOo blur??

aCting cute...

sTop stuffing food to Me..soB

loVe

2007-05-04T15:25:00.000+08:00

In SP main library now...feeling rather tired!!! In the morning walk ard going for interview. Haha... Hopefully will get a job soon. Yesterday night, was fill with thoughts. Have U experience before, when U are talking to someone, listening to songs, watching tv, walking down the street suddenly saw a adverisment...etc...then out of the sudden some words or things is so catchy. It seems like it's just decicated to U, to comfort, to speak...Etc..!!! Is there time, your tears just flow, yet at that point U don't feel like crying nor feel sad???? Believe it sound familar to some of U, yeah!! Haha..

Ytd I was watching TV as i tune the channel, just nice the show " Find me a singaporean" just started. I stop at the channel & watch. This is my 1st time watching, though many episode has pass!! Belinda Lee the host, will go to places around the world,looking for singaporean. The place where is not many Singaporean will go. Ytd it was about a Singaporean -Yan Lan- whom is staying in Kenya, not in the city but in a village. She's staying in Rafiki village, a rural area with 1000 of slum near by. A village with 75 orphans staying together, learning & fun. Yan Lan came to Rafiki after a calling from the Lord, leaving behind her friends, family, her comfort, her job to an unfamilar place. Obey & she go. Being a woman & a totally different culture & environment, it's rather tough. She's the only asia there. Putting herself down to blend into.Believe God have watch over her through this few years. I feel a strong passion in her, wanting to fight the right for every children to live in a right way. She is not just the chief in the village, but she act as a mother, a teacher, a friend. She also have to go to the court here & there to fight for the custody for the children. In the show, I truly see God have guided her in every ways. Her strong fighting spirit & faith inspire me. There's one part, the kenyans was worshipping & prasing god. My tears just flow, i felt their sincerely, their desire for God.Believe Holy spirit is stirring in my heart. I salute to U sister Yan Lan & all the missionary. I believe God will use and expand U in a even greater measure. After watching a lot of thoughts came into my mind...I start asking God, Is there something U r telling me? Almost all the 5W & H got out. Hahaa... I got the aNswer... Is for Me to know & for U to find out!!!!!!!!

To me, ytd means very special. I can said it's a plan for me to watch, not just it's the country I wanna go, the content means alot. For a word from God cannot be compare to a 1000 word from man.

Romans 8:28 == We know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.

gOOd yet not

2007-05-02T18:09:00.000+08:00

Sad.........

Pain.......

I believe it will soon be over.

Lord my God, I pray U will help to be an assured being. Someone who is so sure of You = that I become more sure of myself. All this i ask in cHrist precious name. Amen.

Guarding Ur hEart

2007-04-27T11:57:00.000+08:00

..Heart..Is it the most precious part in the body to U?? To me, it's very important, the heart
not just pump in my body providing the blood flow. Yet it is the most valueable possession...

Everytime I will heard people around me, telling me this guard your heart, don't get waver. I would now add on , PROTECT it, GUARD it , WATCH OVER it & CARE for it. Like what man will do to protect their valuable possession, precious gems & diamond. They will hire sercurity to watch over it, purchase unbreakable glass cabinet to store, doing all sorts of system to protect it from stolen. Have U guard ur heart or is it stolen & been fill by other things????
Tempation & laziness is always the one I fall into. It the worse moment, where I felt i'm in darkness. Feeling low, hearing all sorts of negative things from a voice, feel like blowing up....I would said it's the most miserable time!!!!! Brother & sister guard your heart well...Becareful, don't carelessly fall into trap, that draw you away from the Only One that can satisfy your soul....

Psalm 107:9--" for he satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things."
Proverbs 4:23 (NLT)--Guard your heart above all else,for it determines the course of your life.

In Proverbs 4: 23-27...Solomon tell us to guard our heart ABOVE ALL ESLE, making sure we focus on those desire that will keep us on the right path. Fix your eyes on the goal , look STRIAGHT ahead. Don't get side-tracked that lead U away. Our heart(-our feeling of love & desire-) dictates to a great extent how we live, as we always find time to do what we enjoy. Guard well & Start an effective living. Effective living beings with God's wisdom, that reqiures moral & practical application. Trust in Him & act on His direction, U will experience something U will not imagine.... What steps can U take today to protect your heart or something U need to eliminate???

One little sin, what harm can it do?
Give it free reign and soon there are two.
Then sinful deeds and habits ensue—
Guard well your thoughts, lest they control you. —DJD

...Love U all...

A step out...

2007-04-26T20:37:00.001+08:00

Passion to go togther
But stop with the struggle

Today i consider a step out for me to join some the SPians. Gordon, pooi yee, yiheng, jeremy & gensis. They were doing evax though i came late, can see their desire to outreach & know more people. Haa...great jOb to your burning desire. Ha....!!! Deep down in my heart i really really want to something, to join them to do the outreach, to have fun, to have fellowship, to share my thoughts to my leaders, to look forward to do more. What happen to me today????? Why I find it so hard to said?? To be the real true self in front of them. I can do it in front of u Lord. Why everytime i wanna speak, it's just like superglue sticking my mouth together. Always give tt irrating face.... Gosh!!! What am I doing!!!!!! Sorry people!!

I'm trying to adopt the a new HABITS...

Having time with God
.
Accountibilty
.
Bible verse memorization
.
Inovelment & Initiative
.
Tithe
.
Studying scripture

Lord please forgive me, I pray for the desire to speak & to share to the people around me. To be the true real joyful warrior for U & ur mission. Stronger as ever before...yEah!!! All the praise to U my King, Amen.....

letting go...

2007-04-26T16:27:00.000+08:00

LET GO - LET GOD

Cast your mind back over the challenges. Reflect upon the daily discussion U had with the Lord. Have u drawn closer to Him? Have U not longed to be more like Him? That longing will not be overlooked, for He sees your innermost heart, He knows your strivings, your longings and aspirations. That change will come by letting go- and letting God. Don't struggle, don't fight, don't strive. Just rest in Him. Let Him work the miracle. All u can do is to fill the waterpots with water, He will turn the water into wine.

Lord i can never be the the person u want me to be in human effort alone. Sorry that alot of time i have fail U. I surrender to U today, guide me & help me to be more christ-like, to fulfill the calling U have given me. I pray U will watch over my brother & sister, add on strength to them, add on wisdom to them. I know U are watching all over, Praise to u our Yahweh!!!!.....In jesus name amen
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vAlue!!!

2007-04-26T15:02:00.000+08:00

VALUE!!! This word keep appearing in my mind. Something thats worth & importance, hmmm!!! Nagging nagging nagging from my mum, keep going through my ears. Every words flow out sure gotta link with money. What's the value of money to U??
Conscientious consumers shop for value, the best product thats best for money. Parents giving the best education, putting the best investment to their children, seeing the worth of they becoming the best of in the society. Man pursue what they value most to them. Just like sports, sports to sportmans who's going to join the oylpmics game, train so hard as they see the value of winning. As to normal people, it's just a workout for heathly body.Value drop off easily.

I start asking...What's my value to u God???
He answers " I have brought U for a high price, my child"
He start whispering " Do u know I esteem U more importantly than myself."
Warm & sercue fills my heart. I believe, it's there I found my true value. Wow.. A smile in my heart. Ha.. U see something amazing is, If we were one cent worth less than to God than the value of Jesus, than Abba will not have given Him. Heex what a great investment He have made.. All because of LOVE!!!

John 3:16--"For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life."

Look at Paul's ministry in the bible. His passion & zeal burn so strongly, going all the mile to reach out, to share the gospel. Why is he doing so?? Because of the sake of doing good?? Nope, He had taste the goodness & greatness of God. He see the value of reconcilation, the value of drawing people back to the relationship to the Creator.

Philippians 3:8 (NLT) --- Paul said :Yes, everything else is worthless when compared with the infinite value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have discarded everything else, counting it all as garbage, so that I could gain Christ.

Where is your value place in??? Question keep popping out. Ha i kept asking myself, reflecting back my days.

Luke 16:15-- He said to them, "You are the ones who justify yourselves in the eyes of men, but God knows your hearts. What is highly valued among men is detestable in God's sight.

Have u thought before this question, "why people can't commit?" , "why can't they take study seriously?" , " why can't they give their time?" etc.........I believe normal man will have ask before... When they see the value they will naturally put their investment in.
God is the best investment. He will not shortchange U when U give your best to him.

" R u willing to change your value to know God better??"

Do you have that life? If not, put your faith in Christ today.
Then you too will be able to say, "No one has ever valued me more." —David C. Enger

A neW start

2007-04-24T18:36:00.001+08:00

Decided to do a change for a braNd new start. A brand new CG, new HS transfer. Have been awhile since i join the unit for fellowship, fun & worship. Really pass through a tough time, and now I would proclaim it's over. Thank God for being so faithful & mercyful. If not for Him i think i would ended up in the darkest of darkest. Funny things is he spoke to me through something that might I can't imagine. Ha..!!

One of the episode of tyra, it's talking of attach babies. One of the mum, Norma, gave birth to a twin that the body was attach together. With only 2 legs each of them controlling each of the leg. My 1st thought was start counting the cost. The effort the time the emotional needs, bla bla bla........gosh !!! One thing that Norma said & i quote " When i 1st saw the twins, disappointment & sadness fills. I believe GOD give me the twins cause HE know i'm a patient mum to take care of them..." This simple words made me think. Even at the most down time, She still turn to God, having the hope & courage live on. Really at that moment i felt ashame of myself. Question start popping out in my head....what & why!!!

Now, a new start for me!!! After all this, i feel a different me!!!! Ready for the battle??? Ha..I AM ready God!!! Heyx SP1 sorry for the foolish things i made.....Now that's FiGHt strongly together!!!!!!

Happiness is never found
When happiness is sought;
It’s found instead in JesusAnd what His blood has bought. —D. De Haan