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Friday, May 04, 2007

In SP main library now...feeling rather tired!!! In the morning walk ard going for interview. Haha... Hopefully will get a job soon. Yesterday night, was fill with thoughts. Have U experience before, when U are talking to someone, listening to songs, watching tv, walking down the street suddenly saw a adverisment...etc...then out of the sudden some words or things is so catchy. It seems like it's just decicated to U, to comfort, to speak...Etc..!!! Is there time, your tears just flow, yet at that point U don't feel like crying nor feel sad???? Believe it sound familar to some of U, yeah!! Haha..

Ytd I was watching TV as i tune the channel, just nice the show " Find me a singaporean" just started. I stop at the channel & watch. This is my 1st time watching, though many episode has pass!! Belinda Lee the host, will go to places around the world,looking for singaporean. The place where is not many Singaporean will go. Ytd it was about a Singaporean -Yan Lan- whom is staying in Kenya, not in the city but in a village. She's staying in Rafiki village, a rural area with 1000 of slum near by. A village with 75 orphans staying together, learning & fun. Yan Lan came to Rafiki after a calling from the Lord, leaving behind her friends, family, her comfort, her job to an unfamilar place. Obey & she go. Being a woman & a totally different culture & environment, it's rather tough. She's the only asia there. Putting herself down to blend into.Believe God have watch over her through this few years. I feel a strong passion in her, wanting to fight the right for every children to live in a right way. She is not just the chief in the village, but she act as a mother, a teacher, a friend. She also have to go to the court here & there to fight for the custody for the children. In the show, I truly see God have guided her in every ways. Her strong fighting spirit & faith inspire me. There's one part, the kenyans was worshipping & prasing god. My tears just flow, i felt their sincerely, their desire for God.Believe Holy spirit is stirring in my heart. I salute to U sister Yan Lan & all the missionary. I believe God will use and expand U in a even greater measure. After watching a lot of thoughts came into my mind...I start asking God, Is there something U r telling me? Almost all the 5W & H got out. Hahaa... I got the aNswer... Is for Me to know & for U to find out!!!!!!!!

To me, ytd means very special. I can said it's a plan for me to watch, not just it's the country I wanna go, the content means alot. For a word from God cannot be compare to a 1000 word from man.

Romans 8:28 == We know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.

I went off @ 3:25 PM