Messy, Grey & Random

A step out...

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Passion to go togther
But stop with the struggle

Today i consider a step out for me to join some the SPians. Gordon, pooi yee, yiheng, jeremy & gensis. They were doing evax though i came late, can see their desire to outreach & know more people. Haa...great jOb to your burning desire. Ha....!!! Deep down in my heart i really really want to something, to join them to do the outreach, to have fun, to have fellowship, to share my thoughts to my leaders, to look forward to do more. What happen to me today????? Why I find it so hard to said?? To be the real true self in front of them. I can do it in front of u Lord. Why everytime i wanna speak, it's just like superglue sticking my mouth together. Always give tt irrating face.... Gosh!!! What am I doing!!!!!! Sorry people!!

I'm trying to adopt the a new HABITS...

Having time with God
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Accountibilty
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Bible verse memorization
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Inovelment & Initiative
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Tithe
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Studying scripture

Lord please forgive me, I pray for the desire to speak & to share to the people around me. To be the true real joyful warrior for U & ur mission. Stronger as ever before...yEah!!! All the praise to U my King, Amen.....

I went off @ 8:37 PM