Messy, Grey & Random

A neW start

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Decided to do a change for a braNd new start. A brand new CG, new HS transfer. Have been awhile since i join the unit for fellowship, fun & worship. Really pass through a tough time, and now I would proclaim it's over. Thank God for being so faithful & mercyful. If not for Him i think i would ended up in the darkest of darkest. Funny things is he spoke to me through something that might I can't imagine. Ha..!!

One of the episode of tyra, it's talking of attach babies. One of the mum, Norma, gave birth to a twin that the body was attach together. With only 2 legs each of them controlling each of the leg. My 1st thought was start counting the cost. The effort the time the emotional needs, bla bla bla........gosh !!! One thing that Norma said & i quote " When i 1st saw the twins, disappointment & sadness fills. I believe GOD give me the twins cause HE know i'm a patient mum to take care of them..." This simple words made me think. Even at the most down time, She still turn to God, having the hope & courage live on. Really at that moment i felt ashame of myself. Question start popping out in my head....what & why!!!

Now, a new start for me!!! After all this, i feel a different me!!!! Ready for the battle??? Ha..I AM ready God!!! Heyx SP1 sorry for the foolish things i made.....Now that's FiGHt strongly together!!!!!!

Happiness is never found
When happiness is sought;
It’s found instead in JesusAnd what His blood has bought. —D. De Haan

I went off @ 6:36 PM